Archive for May, 2009

28
May
09

BBW Pin-up Book plans

Though I don’t have enough drawings done for one now, I’m planning to put out a book of BBW-centric Pin-Ups sometime in the future.

I think pin-up art is great, and as big girls need more love, I’m going to make quite a lot. Hopefully by this time next year I’ll be well on my way to making the book a reality. I have no idea who would publish it, but I believe it would sell, and I’m choosing to be optimistic about it now. I’ll post more when I know more, or have more plans in general.

And if you’d like to see a very small handful of what will be in it, take a look here. Yes, the image from my header will be included :)

17
May
09

“Home” Again

So I’m back at my mother’s house, visiting for my brother’s graduation (which was yesterday, actually, and great).

But of course, annoyance happens, in the form of how I’m treated because of my weight. Of course, its little things, and at least this time it doesn’t seem to be coming directly from my mom or other family members.

We’ve gone out to eat a couple of times (which my family often does), and both times someone in our party ordered a salad. When the food came, BOTH times the waiter assumed that I was getting the salad!!! Ugh! This may have not been motivated by fat-negative assumptions, but because it happened TWICE, I’m inclined to think otherwise. When we’re at the house, the TV channels my mom usually keeps on are littered with anti-fat programs and commercials – but to my mom’s credit, she noticed me getting uncomfortable with one and changed the channel (thanks mom, I love you!!!). I can also feel myself getting more self conscious about my weight, especially how my face looks, and I caught myself choosing to eat less than normal so no one would think bad of me. And I’ve been having extremely fat-negative dreams, including one in which I was watching a newscast that declared it was unsafe for fat teenagers to masturbate.

*headdesk*

Sorry, I’m still here, so I needed to vent.

EDIT – There were some typos in the first post, so I went and fixed them, and added some more information.

I’m leaving today, and have decided to put a positive, humourous spin on all of this by making a little comic out of it. I’ll post that here when its done.

10
May
09

Powerpuff Girls and fat

I recently got the complete Powerpuff Girls series for myself, and have been watching through it from beginning to end. I’m a big fan of it, though before now, I hadn’t seen as much of it as I thought I had.

And of course, its turning out to be much less fat-happy than I thought it was.

Now, in general, I find the series pretty empowering. The main characters are three created girls who were never intended to be boys, with a single male parent who does the domestic work and doesn’t claim it should be a woman’s job. When they do get a “stepmom” figure, everything goes awry. They all have their own distinct personalities, and while they have their stereotypically girly moments, they definitely possess more boyish traits too. And they’re smart (well, mostly), and use that to their advantage. Heck, the fact that the city is run behind-the-scenes by a woman who’s name is a play on words for “brain” is also made blatantly apparent.

All this is well and good and awesometacular, but when you look at how they treat size…well…things get a little disappointing.

The word “fat” is often used as an insult, especially by Bubbles. Some of the one-episode bad guys, like Roach Coach and the lazy cop and the scary fanboy, are also depicted as “obese.”

However, what gets me the most is how they treat Mary.

Mary is one of their classmates at Pokey Oaks kindergarten. She is a very nice girl. But she’s drawn much fatter than the other kids, and most of her characterization centers around her size. In the episode where Blossom gets her ice breath, the kids all end up outside for recess, and its unbelievably hot out. They’re all miserable, but of course the only one who freaks out about it – all nearly-passed-out on the ground and having trouble breathing and such – is Mary, the fat girl. In an episode where Princess Morebucks becomes Mayor, the Gangreen Gang attacks and takes over the kindergarten, and Little Arturo can be seen riding Mary like a large pig or something.  Then, in a later episode where Mojo Jojo tricks some of the classmates into helping him by giving them superpowers, Mary is among the group. The others want specific things, like ice breath or flight or lazer eyes. But when Mary gets the superpowers, she uses her newly heightened sense of smell to find an ice cream stand, flies there, and consumes at least two full cones of ice cream (which she might have even stolen).

WTF????

I’m only in season 3 right now, so hopefully it gets better. But as it is, how they talk about fat, and especially how Mary is depicted, really disappoints me as a fan of the show. I still like it, but I have to take it with a grain of salt (just like with X-men, god). And I’m rethinking showing the cartoon to my future children.

I may edit this entry if anything else applicable happens in the episodes I haven’t watched yet. As usual, we’ll see.

**EDIT** Something GOOD happened!!!

It was only 2 seconds long in a pan-shot of Townies, as they call them, but they showed a fat woman in a BIKINI sunning herself right up front!!! Insert happy dance here.

05
May
09

For Dom DeLuise

As many of you probably know already, comedic actor/chef Dom DeLuise passed away last night. I’m actually not familiar with a lot of his work, but I liked what I’ve seen, and obviously respected him as a visible and positive fat actor.

Of course, the Yahoo! article that alerted me to his passing blamed his weight on how much he loved food. If you want to be annoyed, you can read it here – http://omg.yahoo.com/news/dom-deluise-actor-comedian-and-chef-dies/22136?nc

Safe journey and brightest blessings, Mr. DeLuise. May the afterlife be much less fat-negative.

04
May
09

Wolverine and Mr. Woodcock – some warnings

Last Friday, I went to see the new Wolverine movie. I’m a big comic book nerd (in case you couldn’t tell already), so I was really excited for it. All in all, it wasn’t that bad.

However, the plot includes Freddy Dukes – more commonly known as The Blob. I’m glad they included him, because fat superpowered characters get little love, but – and I promise no spoilers – the way the handled his weight was totally ridiculous and I feel he only exists in the movie to get some fat jokes in.

So, assuming that you’re of a like mind to mine if you’re reading this, be prepared for that if you go see it. That and the laughter of other moviegoers at the poor fat man on the screen. Insensitive bastards.

Also, I recently saw the movie Mr. Woodcock. Yes, I know its been out forever, but a friend of mine has Netflix and it was on her que so she brought it over and we watched it.

It is one of the MOST fat-negative films I have EVER seen!

Not that I want to tell anyone what to do, obviously, but if you’re looking to rent that, just be forewarned that it spreads the fat-is-bad message in the worst way, and also claims in the end that letting a teacher emotionally and physically abuse your kids is a good thing for them.

Aaaaaand that’s all for now.