10
Jun
09

“The Freshmen” – Seductress

One of my watchers on DeviantArt recently clued me in to the existence of a very, very awesome superheroine called Seductress. Yes, her power is what her name implies. And yes, she is BBW.

You can read about her here, and more about the series here.

And here’s pictures (sorry I can’t upload the files, I’m not on my own computer):

 Total Awesomeness *heart*

More Awesomeness

She’s not exactly as big as I’d like, but she might be drawn bigger in the actual panels (cover art tends to thin fat girls out – just look at how Gert was drawn on some “Runaways” covers). Hopefully I’ll be finding out soon.

06
Jun
09

Marvel’s Frog redesigned

Remember a couple of months ago when I wrote about the BBW superhero Frog from Marvel Comics’ “Exiles,” and how I planned to redesign her?

Well, I finally did it – Take a look-see!

Now if only I could pitch the idea to them and convince them to do a series about her a) without getting sued for doing this and b) as if they would let me!

Still, this was tons of fun (pun intended) and I’ll definitely be drawing her again soon.

28
May
09

BBW Pin-up Book plans

Though I don’t have enough drawings done for one now, I’m planning to put out a book of BBW-centric Pin-Ups sometime in the future.

I think pin-up art is great, and as big girls need more love, I’m going to make quite a lot. Hopefully by this time next year I’ll be well on my way to making the book a reality. I have no idea who would publish it, but I believe it would sell, and I’m choosing to be optimistic about it now. I’ll post more when I know more, or have more plans in general.

And if you’d like to see a very small handful of what will be in it, take a look here. Yes, the image from my header will be included :)

17
May
09

“Home” Again

So I’m back at my mother’s house, visiting for my brother’s graduation (which was yesterday, actually, and great).

But of course, annoyance happens, in the form of how I’m treated because of my weight. Of course, its little things, and at least this time it doesn’t seem to be coming directly from my mom or other family members.

We’ve gone out to eat a couple of times (which my family often does), and both times someone in our party ordered a salad. When the food came, BOTH times the waiter assumed that I was getting the salad!!! Ugh! This may have not been motivated by fat-negative assumptions, but because it happened TWICE, I’m inclined to think otherwise. When we’re at the house, the TV channels my mom usually keeps on are littered with anti-fat programs and commercials – but to my mom’s credit, she noticed me getting uncomfortable with one and changed the channel (thanks mom, I love you!!!). I can also feel myself getting more self conscious about my weight, especially how my face looks, and I caught myself choosing to eat less than normal so no one would think bad of me. And I’ve been having extremely fat-negative dreams, including one in which I was watching a newscast that declared it was unsafe for fat teenagers to masturbate.

*headdesk*

Sorry, I’m still here, so I needed to vent.

EDIT – There were some typos in the first post, so I went and fixed them, and added some more information.

I’m leaving today, and have decided to put a positive, humourous spin on all of this by making a little comic out of it. I’ll post that here when its done.

10
May
09

Powerpuff Girls and fat

I recently got the complete Powerpuff Girls series for myself, and have been watching through it from beginning to end. I’m a big fan of it, though before now, I hadn’t seen as much of it as I thought I had.

And of course, its turning out to be much less fat-happy than I thought it was.

Now, in general, I find the series pretty empowering. The main characters are three created girls who were never intended to be boys, with a single male parent who does the domestic work and doesn’t claim it should be a woman’s job. When they do get a “stepmom” figure, everything goes awry. They all have their own distinct personalities, and while they have their stereotypically girly moments, they definitely possess more boyish traits too. And they’re smart (well, mostly), and use that to their advantage. Heck, the fact that the city is run behind-the-scenes by a woman who’s name is a play on words for “brain” is also made blatantly apparent.

All this is well and good and awesometacular, but when you look at how they treat size…well…things get a little disappointing.

The word “fat” is often used as an insult, especially by Bubbles. Some of the one-episode bad guys, like Roach Coach and the lazy cop and the scary fanboy, are also depicted as “obese.”

However, what gets me the most is how they treat Mary.

Mary is one of their classmates at Pokey Oaks kindergarten. She is a very nice girl. But she’s drawn much fatter than the other kids, and most of her characterization centers around her size. In the episode where Blossom gets her ice breath, the kids all end up outside for recess, and its unbelievably hot out. They’re all miserable, but of course the only one who freaks out about it – all nearly-passed-out on the ground and having trouble breathing and such – is Mary, the fat girl. In an episode where Princess Morebucks becomes Mayor, the Gangreen Gang attacks and takes over the kindergarten, and Little Arturo can be seen riding Mary like a large pig or something.  Then, in a later episode where Mojo Jojo tricks some of the classmates into helping him by giving them superpowers, Mary is among the group. The others want specific things, like ice breath or flight or lazer eyes. But when Mary gets the superpowers, she uses her newly heightened sense of smell to find an ice cream stand, flies there, and consumes at least two full cones of ice cream (which she might have even stolen).

WTF????

I’m only in season 3 right now, so hopefully it gets better. But as it is, how they talk about fat, and especially how Mary is depicted, really disappoints me as a fan of the show. I still like it, but I have to take it with a grain of salt (just like with X-men, god). And I’m rethinking showing the cartoon to my future children.

I may edit this entry if anything else applicable happens in the episodes I haven’t watched yet. As usual, we’ll see.

05
May
09

For Dom DeLuise

As many of you probably know already, comedic actor/chef Dom DeLuise passed away last night. I’m actually not familiar with a lot of his work, but I liked what I’ve seen, and obviously respected him as a visible and positive fat actor.

Of course, the Yahoo! article that alerted me to his passing blamed his weight on how much he loved food. If you want to be annoyed, you can read it here – http://omg.yahoo.com/news/dom-deluise-actor-comedian-and-chef-dies/22136?nc

Safe journey and brightest blessings, Mr. DeLuise. May the afterlife be much less fat-negative.

04
May
09

Wolverine and Mr. Woodcock – some warnings

Last Friday, I went to see the new Wolverine movie. I’m a big comic book nerd (in case you couldn’t tell already), so I was really excited for it. All in all, it wasn’t that bad.

However, the plot includes Freddy Dukes – more commonly known as The Blob. I’m glad they included him, because fat superpowered characters get little love, but – and I promise no spoilers – the way the handled his weight was totally ridiculous and I feel he only exists in the movie to get some fat jokes in.

So, assuming that you’re of a like mind to mine if you’re reading this, be prepared for that if you go see it. That and the laughter of other moviegoers at the poor fat man on the screen. Insensitive bastards.

Also, I recently saw the movie Mr. Woodcock. Yes, I know its been out forever, but a friend of mine has Netflix and it was on her que so she brought it over and we watched it.

It is one of the MOST fat-negative films I have EVER seen!

Not that I want to tell anyone what to do, obviously, but if you’re looking to rent that, just be forewarned that it spreads the fat-is-bad message in the worst way, and also claims in the end that letting a teacher emotionally and physically abuse your kids is a good thing for them.

Aaaaaand that’s all for now.

10
Apr
09

Ursula and princesses in general

Last night my girlfriend and I watched The Little Mermaid. We’ve both watched it several bajillion times before, but this time it sparked an interesting conversation about possible Feminist aspects of the story/film. A good chunk of this conversation centered around Ursula, and how she is portrayed and acts. Inspired by this, I planned on doing some Ursula fanart, and did a Google image search today for pictures of the crazy octopus lady. One of the pictures it suggested to me linked to the following entry in the blog Fat Feminism:

http://curvature.wordpress.com/2007/04/30/plus-size-princess/

I’d actually never read this blog before (which surprises me, it looks like something I’d enjoy), and I found her entry interesting. She has a lot of good points. I was a very solitary child, and kind of raised myself on fairy tales – mostly of the Disney variety – and as such, a lot of my work as an artist deals with examining and reclaiming fairy tales that have been warped by the media/sexism/sizeism/etc. So I totally understand what she’s getting at. The Disney princesses are scary in their anorexic-looking buildup. I want to give them sandwiches every time I see them. And on a not-size-related note, very few of them can be considered (at least in my opinion) strong female characters. So many of the earlier ones fit the “oh Prince Soandso, please come rescue helpless passive little old me and I shall love and worship you after only knowing you for five minutes”  stereotype/trend/whatnot.

So on that note, and with that in mind, I have far fewer problems with Fiona than she does. At least Fiona sticks up for herself and clearly knows what she wants. It does suck that she is not human – if she were a human character, I agree that it would probably be easier for young fat children of any gender to relate to her. But I think the fact that Fiona exists at all is a step in the right direction.

As for Ursula, I think that it is overlooked often that she is a) very powerful b) honest about what she’s doing – she tells Ariel that she has “raked people across the coals” before, and makes it clear what will happen to her if she fails to get the Prince, and c) has a past history with Triton that has made her a bit, well, wonky. She used to live in the palace, and its implied that she held a postion of power there. I think its entirely possible that she wasn’t always crazy, evil, and hell-bent on revenge. We don’t even know for sure if she sabotaged the goals of her previous victims – the only reason she messes with Ariel’s efforts is to get at her father. It is possible that she gave everyone else a fair shot.

I think it would be totally phenomenal if Disney did a Little Mermaid prequel (since every one of their movies is a series now) that showed how Ursula was before and what happened that lead to her downfall. They could show her as a confident, gorgeous fat woman who knows her own strength and power and maybe just gets screwed over and unfairly treated, as fat girls are often unfairly treated.

…Yes, I realize that this will probably never happen, but it sounds awesome in theory. And that fanart I planned on doing that lead to this post will now show her like that.

And to end this entry on a positive note, look what else I found in my Google search:

http://community.thenewstribune.com/node/41376

I don’t know who’s arm that is, but that is fantastic.

30
Mar
09

“Reality” TV – More to Love

I just logged onto Yahoo to check my mail, and found the following article:

http://tv.yahoo.com/show/28908/news/urn:newsml:tv.reuters.com:20090330:us_fox__ER:28527

Apparently there’s going to be a reality bachelor-esque “dating” show for people who don’t look like supermodels.

….I’m not sure how I feel about this. I may have to watch and find out. And though there are some things in the article that make me go “wtf?”, and in general I don’t like reality TV, this might actually be a good sign. Maybe. I hope.

20
Mar
09

Christopher Walken, maybe, on Oprah

So, like many people recently, I have found Christopher Walken’s Twitter. Yes, Christopher Walken. It is too bizzarre to not really  be him – no one else is that weird. And even if its not him, I feel that the random person it might actually be deserves all the applause in the universe for being that convincing.

But that’s not the point. He had the following, TOTALLY AMAZING thing to say about the “Oprah is fat again” situation:

“Oprah is fat again is what I heard. She’s a beautiful woman who would do well to accept that. Let Gwyneth Paltrow be skinny and peculiar.”

Bravo, Christopher Walken. Bravo.

EDIT: As someone pointed out to me in a comment on this, it isn’t actually the real Christopher Walken ^^; Its really many different people, which I still find impressive, because they all sound so much like him. And I still second the fake Christopher Walken’s point. So yeah, so there.